I've been wanting to write something about my kids at work lately because I often got tears sprung from my chests every time when I thought of them.
But, I haven't finished writing those educational reports to those important Educational Officers yet, so I'd better get my nerves tight up in a logical way at the moment.
Sigh... I could have already done them if those Officers had allowed me to report the achievements of my pupils at school in a more poetic or creative form.
I’m living in a ‘multi-dimensional consciousness’: sometimes, the material heaviness will drag my spirits down so much that I feel painful. But again, the only solution for that is to forgive, I forgive myself for being narrow minded by putting blames on others, so that I can forgive others and re-connect to more LOVE. On the other hand, sometimes, I really feel appreciative to the heaviness because it has largely helped me ‘grounded’. It is indeed a very beautiful and solid feeling that everything is possible to be actualized.
In order to find some of my mates in the study of Autism, I’ve joined a facebook group named ‘the Gifts of Autism’, created by Lori Gahana Shayew. I feel less alone there, even though I haven’t got the time to read through what people have been talking about in this group yet. Sometimes, the best way to spare your time is to follow your instinct! I’m happened to be the one who is often right, ha ha~
All right then, I need to get back to my ‘official writing’ now. Till next time!
PS. The attached letter has nothing to do with what I’ve been ‘bull-shitting’ here so far. It is just a reply to one of my old friends who I met in Korea. He is originally from Bristol where I’m settling myself down now, but instead, he moved away from his hometown and has a brand new life somewhere in the Eastern Europe. Life is funny in a way!
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Hi dear G! How nice to get your message! We've just posted the full version of our wedding pictures and you might like to take another look?
http://www.jameshollingsworth.com/weddingpictures.html
It was such a beautiful day on our wedding, which was probably one of the best sunny days during the whole English summer even though it was already in Sept. Guests loved it and are still talking about that day... full of love, cares, hope and lights :)
One friend even said that he attended three weddings in 2009, and he liked ours the best because it was so 'honest'!
I'm pleased what he had felt and said to me~
I used to have an English boy-friend in 1999. It's as strange as what you've felt between you and me, because now he is a Taiwanese citizen, and I've just married to an English guy and am going to settle down in the UK. Life is full of miracles as I always experience!
You and my ex are two guidance angels who have been sent to my life from God, so I will be able to follow the hints to search for my dear husband, James, at the present! It is a more than 6,000 miles and 35 or so years of journey in searching for LOVE.
Of course, you and my ex are indeed parts of the LOVE project from the whole perspective of history, geography and humanity! Many thanks for that XxX
We're now living near the Blaise Castle Natural Reserve area, called Lawrence Weston. We have a cute little back garden and a crystallized cliff to climb up for farming. Also, it only takes us 3-minutes by walk to enter a complete wildness, which again is another miraculous manifestation in my life - I used to day-dream a lot about living in a 'civilized countryside' more than 6 years ago.
Even now when I recall back to this one of my million dreams, it still feels so speechlessly astonishing.
Well, it is about my life so far. What will be the next surprise? Let's wait and expect ;P
How about your life miles away from your hometown, Bristol? I want to know, too.
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